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Fitness
I've realized what I -can- do in regards to my well being until I make it through my 10 months of waiting. I'm going to focus on my health and fitness. The 'beast' exited the building yesterday so I...
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Counseling
Since I last posted I've had a phone session with a counselor and I've attended the first meeting of the Gender Journeys program put on by Sherbourne Health in Toronto. The phone session wasn't bad....
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I Was Mistaken
I was under the distinct impression that attending a group specifically about gender and trans* topics would give me more fodder for my journal and give me things to write about here. Boy was I...
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Finally December
November was a long month and I don't even really know where to begin to try and explain all that has come and gone over the month. Last night was probably one of the most intense meetings of Gender...
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Shower Epiphanies
I Want To Make Babies!Okay, So I'm not going to take up too much of your time but as I was in the shower thinking about things like I often do I realized what I want to do, maybe what I was meant to...
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New Year, New Opportunity
I didn't want to let the new year come and go without posting anything. I had actually hoped to sit down a right a proper entry for it. It's almost 10pm now though and I find myself just finally...
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Happy New Year
For a few days I've been trying to come up with some official resolutions. I'm a very goal oriented person and can easily drift off if I don't have a goal in mind that's reachable. The last few months...
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2012 Week One
I do have a goal this year of writing in this blog each week. It won't necessarily be interesting at all to read each week, it probably won't be interesting at all and probably really repetitive but...
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Realizations
Every once in a while I think of something that changes the way I look at things. Most of the time it's something small that should have been obvious all along but for some reason just escapes me. I...
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Head on Shoulders
I went to Toronto yesterday for my first appointment with Dr. Voyvodic. I wasn't quite sure what to expect going into it. I had been given his name by someone at Rainbow Health Ontario who said he knew...
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Another appointment
Another visit to Toronto and another appointment checked off the list.I went for an SRS readiness assessment with a counselor that I got to know through the class I went to in the fall. I wasn't really...
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Valentine's Day
I've never been horribly for or against Valentine's Day. I think it's a nice day to remind the person that you care about that you really do care about them. I mean this is something that should be...
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March and Testosterone
I applied my first dose of testosterone tonight!I had my second appointment with Dr. Voyvodic on February 26th. I went down to Toronto on Friday with my parents and stayed in a hotel with them. I spent...
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Week Two
Today is day 14. I have been on one pump of Androgel for two weeks now.I can't say that I've noticed very many conclusive changes but the last few weeks along with having to put my gel on every day...
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One Month
It has been one calendar month since I started on the Androgel.I feel like there should be something more to update with but there isn't really. I tried to post the other day but then got distracted by...
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Endo and Injections
On Tuesday I got a call from the endo's office asking me if I wanted to take an appointment the next day at 3:20. They actually had to leave a message on my phone and luckily I got it because I had to...
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Changes
I think it's time I finally got some of this out there. Changes I've noticed since being on testosterone. This may be explicit but I'll do my best to keep it decent. Just be warned.It was said to me...
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Self Injection
I gave myself my own injection today for the first time. My friend was going to come over and help me but I ended up getting up the nerve before she had a chance to get over and just wanted to get it...
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Time Flies
It's been too long.I've mentioned here before how it seems like a lot of trans* guys after a certain step in their transition tend to drift off or disappear. Sometimes it's a year or so post...
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Changes and Appointments
I had a follow up appointment with Dr. Fung on July 11th. My parents drove me down with my youngest daughter in tow and they hung out at a park a few blocks from the hospital while I went over. The...
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